Sunday, January 13, 2008

Just a thought..

Have you ever woke up feeling lost and in pain?
I do..
And thats the only way to stay alive..
The nearest to Heaven..
Is to think of you..
A feel of Heaven?
When I'm with you..
Lost track of it?
When I'm without you..
Does all these make any sense?
Nope..
They are just my rubbish thoughts..
But how come I've felt so close to Heaven?
So.. its true? That you can make me feel Heaven afterall?
Ha.. Its insane!

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Rest In Peace, MC King..

He wasn't someone I like at first
He was someone I remember with the irritating laughters.
That was my impression of him when I saw him on TV
I was probably 8 or 9 yrs old then.

When I woke up with that msg by Karen
I thought I was still in my dream
Then I thought it was a joke.
But I still didn't want to accept that fact that he is gone.
I asked around and I saw the news the next day.

He was always smiling and we always gossip at a corner while taking a break
I began to take liking in this guy
We worked together at my last project
Even after I left MCS
I occasionally get surprise msges here and there
A very caring and thoughtful guy
Someone whom will always be there if u needed help

I met up with my ex colleagues to pay my last respect to him
There are alot of pple..Familiar faces everywhere
Reporters.. and also pple who just want to be kapo
Still I couldn't believe he is gone

I lost 2 friends in a month
Its heart aching to see ur friends leaving one by one
Even those whom wasn't that close to you
I am not afraid of leaving one day
What I fear most is not being able to say out what I feel
To my friends, how much I appreciate them and having them around me
To someone I love, how much I love them and want them to be happy
To my parents and sister and relatives, how lucky I am to be part of the Teng family
And of cos, I fear of not leaving a sum of money for my parents for them to enjoy their retirement.
And worst of all, leaving any debts behind..

Life is fragile.. it really is..
Have you tell someone you love them today?
What if they never be able to hear that tmr?

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Redate..X'mas

Sorry for the late updates, my modem took leave for the festival seasons so I am w/o any access for days. No facebook, no emails, no update on my work, no msn, no friendster, no pps and worst of all, no DotA.. =(

X'mas & New Yr countdown 2007 was special, fun and loved. Surrounding me were laughters and happy memories. Things were special and I had an unexpected surprise which I believe that the year 2008 will be a good for me. Feeling lucky and bliss.. I luf you all!