I think now my job is not only to seek for sales but also to search for new cafe that allow me to work outdoor with my lapie and free internet access. I've found 2 nice places.. 1 is the one I went to yesterday at Pagoda Street, highly recommended by my colleagues and the other at Telok Kurau.. I love the ambience here, and maybe becos this is where I used to work, I find it safe here. A place where I don't find fear haunting me or tear resurfing. I know if I needed to cry, they won't laugh at me nor pity me, but I know each time I cry, I become stronger. Afterall, they have seen the worst, this is the place I can scream, I can shout, I can laugh, I can dream without fear of being mock at. Cos they understand.. I know they do..
The cafe I went to yesterday is not bad too. Its quiet and feel like home. There's free internet access too with good and cheap food & drinks. The calamaries are made FRESH (yep, not frozen)!! They have different kinda fusion teas and best of all, can refill hot water (okie, I know abit cheapskate..)!
There is a need to escape.. to do something wild and madness.. To make me feel alive and the need to break free.. The need to enjoy life and have fun.. Cos life is fragile.. Learn to respect and treasure.


