I rather not think of you who is heartless..
I rather put it in a way that you have just lost your way..
I know you will never be back..
I know I am just a passerby.
But I don't understand why.
I need to find out the reason behind every fall.
I need to search for my belief in love again.
Where did my love go?
You're my sweetest sin..
Someone's painful memories..
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Random
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Cafe Freak
I think now my job is not only to seek for sales but also to search for new cafe that allow me to work outdoor with my lapie and free internet access. I've found 2 nice places.. 1 is the one I went to yesterday at Pagoda Street, highly recommended by my colleagues and the other at Telok Kurau.. I love the ambience here, and maybe becos this is where I used to work, I find it safe here. A place where I don't find fear haunting me or tear resurfing. I know if I needed to cry, they won't laugh at me nor pity me, but I know each time I cry, I become stronger. Afterall, they have seen the worst, this is the place I can scream, I can shout, I can laugh, I can dream without fear of being mock at. Cos they understand.. I know they do..
The cafe I went to yesterday is not bad too. Its quiet and feel like home. There's free internet access too with good and cheap food & drinks. The calamaries are made FRESH (yep, not frozen)!! They have different kinda fusion teas and best of all, can refill hot water (okie, I know abit cheapskate..)!
There is a need to escape.. to do something wild and madness.. To make me feel alive and the need to break free.. The need to enjoy life and have fun.. Cos life is fragile.. Learn to respect and treasure.
The cafe I went to yesterday is not bad too. Its quiet and feel like home. There's free internet access too with good and cheap food & drinks. The calamaries are made FRESH (yep, not frozen)!! They have different kinda fusion teas and best of all, can refill hot water (okie, I know abit cheapskate..)!
There is a need to escape.. to do something wild and madness.. To make me feel alive and the need to break free.. The need to enjoy life and have fun.. Cos life is fragile.. Learn to respect and treasure.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
A new begining..
Been months since I last blog. I've decided to leave the old blog aside and start on this new one. Memories started coming back to me recently, it is still too much for me to bear.. Thank you for all those who have stood by me all these time when I was lost and feeling fragile. Some even call me to check on me.. I feel bless with all you guys around.
Been busy with work and catching up with friends that I've lost touch with. I've met some new one like Eugene and Yam. They have been wonderful.
Things are starting to fall in place for me and I am glad that hard work are finally paying off. I will continue to put in more effort and less laziness in this biz.. Okie all, JIA YOU! =)
Been busy with work and catching up with friends that I've lost touch with. I've met some new one like Eugene and Yam. They have been wonderful.
Things are starting to fall in place for me and I am glad that hard work are finally paying off. I will continue to put in more effort and less laziness in this biz.. Okie all, JIA YOU! =)
